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♥ Friday, June 12, 2009♥

below is a whole junk of words on how i feel


think for so long to go on a trip for my birthdayand just because i misunderstood her meaningwhen she sayduring her birthdayduring mothers dayshe say she dun wan go out eatactually wat she meant was tt she wan me to save the money so that i can treat her for her bdaebut i understand she dun wan to go out and eat during mothers dayso we eat in lono go out eatthen she start to sayi have poor intepretation skillsshe already say v clearly when she dun eat during mothers daymeans she wan meet to treat her during her bdaebut i dun understand she means manow she say its my faulti trying to arguedun wan treat herthen she start to saysay i wan go vietnamtt timeis say i wan save money to treat everybody to goi am only an intern where got so much money to treat everybody to gowhole familywhere goti treat my mei mei to goalready no money liao lethen now she argue with mesay i say wronglythen she sayshe v unhappy tt i misintepret her for the mother's day thing

now she dun wan let me go vietnameverybody dun gon she dun give a chance to explain what she misinterpret for the vietnamshe just keep talkin and talking and dun let me explainthen run overshe go n diego n diei v angryshe is in the wrong in nt explaining properlythen she still scold menext time i go workthen dun undz my boss meaningthen howargue like how i argue with her izzitsay i keep arguingwhen its true that she nv say properlythen she also in wrongi also nv ask herso i in wrongthen she can ban me from going overseasjust because she think she cancoz she holds to my passporti cant fly overseasthen my dad come in say

why must i be so agitatedbutit nt entirely my fault mashe has lao ren chi daishe dun rmb wat i saidthen she puts into my mouth sayin tt i will pay for everyone on a vietnam trip mathen she cant rmb wat i saythen she THINK of wat i saythen come n blame me and hold me responsible for things i din sayand dun let me go vietnam tripwhen i look forward to it so muchfor my 21st bdae =.=how can i be not agitated at alli am not even given a chance to explain myself


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