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♥ Saturday, March 31, 2007♥












jx, daddy n xiaodi





many funny and cute pix..
haha yetd was sean jiang's last day in elite. i bet he was more than happy to leave this place to seek for a better job outside. though iwasnt very sure that the next job will suit him or not but i am sure that he is gonna earn more money than what he earns here. so... for the sake of money, Jx u must press on no matter how hard it is. Though i know this tough guy will actually brave all odds, and never say die. hmmm.. gonnna miss the way he says, eh kok chong ah, sean from elite ah... and the way he says.. morning this is sean from elite... the special he always laugh during phone calls, the jokes he will crack with uncle william, the way he will hum songs, the way the few boys will joke over lunch.. oh.. lunch will never be the same without him around. well.. i just gonna learn the days without him around. no one to bicker with me. no more eye candy :P
i dint feel particularly unhappy or happy that he is leaving. maybe i am just glad that there will be no more heartbreaks, no more crying sessions when i am in office, no more feeling jealous, no more sean jiang jun xian to think about. but like what alvin says, am i really ready to let all things come to an end. 2 days before he is leaving, i told alvin, oh glad that sean is leaving and xiao di asked me. are you really sure u want everything to end so soon. he felt weird that why i am trying to cover up how i feel towards him in front of other people. in actual fact, i am tired of all the cold shoulders he gives me, we cant even communicate as frenz.. this is really saddening. but i promise myself, those hard days are over and i am going to leave a better life from now on. i believe that time heal all wounds. i am gonna get a solid boyfriend only when i get into UNI! :>
junxian... jia you with whatever u do... i am glad to have u as a frenz and do meet up sometime.
miss u lots...
" how do i live without u.. i want to know... how do i breathe without u.. if you ever go..."


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