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♥ Thursday, May 12, 2005♥

i can feel my energy draining.. i am really tired.. i just came back from the show "happy" well, after watching ti.. i dun feel one bit happy. yupz yupz. and i feel very stress..firstly, i am scolded for alot things today liaoz.. and i am expectign more strict and discipline stuff from council camp and pre camps.. more pumping more screaming and scoldings from the 27th.. for those who know me well, u guys should know i dun like to be scolded and i am very affected by people who scolded me like the comments they made etc.. usually in extremes i will just cry... today they all like keep telling me council like will affect my studies.. somehow like in a way trying to persuade me to go back ccs... ok i can say i really worry about studies la.. but... i also dunnoe.. y i joined council..1) for him 2) to get away from ccs 3) to force myself to like ny and forget about temasek... what i get in return? SAIGANG!!(DIRTY JOBS) yupz at least thats how i am feeling now.. doing all the dirty jobs.. firstly i dun like uniformed group stuff training thats y i nv join npcc wat.. then i so "gu niang" liddat.. haiz.. i really feel like sitting in one corner and cry to myself one day...

A heart is made to be broken.....


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