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♥ Monday, April 11, 2005♥

i just finished the charity show with much tears and happiness.. yet something that struck me was energy's advertisement.. ah di was absent from the thing and its so strange and sad to see the pathetic three.. i wonder how would energy survive??would ah di be here next week??what would it like if he isnt around.a few mths without energy in my heart and now i am missing them already.. yes, i am ready to accpet new songs which are called good songs that are widely accpeted..nevertheless, they are all not able to heal me liek what energy songs does.. i picked up one their cds and let it spin in my discman.. the vibe they brought to me in wu xie ke ji and fang shou, the kind of closeness that di er ci ai shang ni brings.. the way their lyrics and ah di's voice always touch my heart..those are the moments i would nv forget..
it might seems silly for girls to craze over idols..spending money, time and effort oon them.. but i nv regretted loving energy..its all worth it. i recalled the day when i frist held kunda's hand..it was pure magic when his warmth touched mine..its like a fairytale come through..then, kunda became my motivation in life..for those who know me in sec 2, u will know y i finally find a will to work.. energy has been the boyband that accompanied me for so many years. music heals everyone..but energy's music and presence has made me grown and took me through my worst times in life..in short, no matter what happens i will contd to support energy..even when the world gives up on u guys,wo ting ni..
my 3 mth come le..heez....
~everyday,every night ill be missing u~


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