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♥ Tuesday, July 28, 2009♥

how does it feels when yr accounts exec, HR exec and even yr company's CEO ask you to leave yr internship early??

hmmm ambivalent?

haha..

1. i dunno how it will be reflected on our internship appraisal.
2. What will my future employers think? "what you left your internship earlier? when other people are being asked to extend their internship -.-"

3. One week's pay of $120 is gone( its a lot considering i spent $545 recently)

and wats the cause of me and my other intern frenz joel leaving? Coz we have there is nothing for us to do in office and we are given 1 task a day and left to rot for the day.

so the HR and accts exec saw that we are too free to be true. Which is why they reflected to our boss and ask us to leave earlier -.- now i know why recently my HR kept asking me to help her scan paper, help her refill photocopier papers.

Wells, it might be a good thing since we have nothing to do. Taking one week off earlier would be better to rest at home and stuff -.-

but so much for the $545 spent, i very much wanted to earn that one week's money >.<
and my supervisor, see hau, told me too bad. company want cut expenses -.-

then i told him. next time dun hire intern la, just hire an admin staff to help(considering the fact that what we are doing are mostly filing, adhoc work, paper work) -.-

wells.. lets see if there is anything i can do to earn some money during the remaining 2 weeks before school starts.

Meanwhile i am going to set up a new diary to blog about my facial treatment. to monitor the progress of my skin.. and also set up a new blog for my dieting...

good la.. end 1 week earlier. then i have 2 weeks to slim down before school starts :)


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made a wrong turn in life.
took up at $545 New york skins soln package in less than 15 mins.

Its a 6 session revitalising session. Will it work? i dunno. but i am waivered by the consultant's word.

$545 = 3/4 of my monthly pay
= tix + hotel + travel fare for 1 person on my vietnam trip


Everyone said i am too impulsive and ask me to sell my package la. next time must think properly la..

onli peifen is the best :)

she told me to enjoy since i already paid. :) if i pay le still sad over it, then really waste money :)

so glad to have such a positive friend around :)


must commemorate such a gd frenz :)


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♥ Monday, July 20, 2009♥

ah ming 26th 3rd


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♥ Friday, July 17, 2009♥

wahah.. so i am not alone... i realise my other intern friend is also doing and sleeping at the same time.. wahahha


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“you cannot do your due diligence like that one. Everytime you say u cant find i can find. You must really go and dig out the details from the website one. I need more information than this article.” These are the words that the as usual mean supervisor said to my intern friend.

Yes yes, it’s just me expressing my unhappiness again.

For your information:
Due Diligence is a term used for a number of concepts involving either the performance of an investigation of a business or person, or the performance of an act with a certain standard of care. It can be a legal obligation, but the term will more commonly apply to voluntary investigations. A common example of due diligence in various industries is the process through which a potential acquirer evaluates a target company or its assets for acquisition


In our case, we are supposed to do due diligence on our potential partners and customers. However, the thing about these clients and partners was that many of them are in developing countries like countries in the caspian sea and southeast asia, where the companies are still unwillingly to provide information on their website/no website available or simply just a doggy company. In such cases, it is really up to us to dig out information from the World Wide Web.

Due to the small scale of this company, they did not invest in any web databases where we can tap into information specific to our industry. Many a times we found some relevant article, but we do not have access to the article as it is a paid article. Hence, it is seriously not easy at times to search for details lest to say contact numbers.

So I do not see why sometimes he has to be so mean in his words. And probably he could have taught us how to search for information too. We are like literally throw into无底洞 and expect us to climb up and get a solution. Ya we will learn from this. Learn how to search for information and stuff on our own. But if its not up to his standard then i think he should tell us how to improve and not just go redo on his own based on what he has and claim that he is doing better than us. When i did not even get to see what the hell he has changed and amend. He merely just told me “your due diligence is ... ya.. you better look at mine” then he just scroll down on his microsoft word and expect me to see the changes. So much for spotting the difference game rite. I always fail at spotting the difference can.

Rah! Dun like.


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♥ Thursday, July 16, 2009♥

Today is the day that i ask my boss why is it that we should ask questions like why is it that we should ask “are you pregnant?” and “how many kids you have?” in an interview. As to me, these questions are additional barriers of discrimination to a woman especially. And guess what my cold blooded supervisor say, “Well, this is reality, we must put one. Every company is doing it. Sorry.” Mind you. His sorry is not apologetic sorry ok. Its sorry this is reality there is nothing that i can argue about that kind of tone.

I felt v angry. Like does that means that every company is doing it then it justify why we are doing it. Doesnt Mom Tripartite say that we should not practise discrimation. So what if he is a man? A man can practise discrimination to a woman who is pregnant la? Emotions totally flooded me coz my impression of him is that he is insensitive and cold-blooded.

Then i went to ask my HR the same question. I think as a woman she answers better. She did quote reality as well. But she illustrate it with an example such as hiring a woman for a project. If the woman is away for maternity leave at a crucial period of time then maybe they wont hire her now but may consider her later. Its by a case by case basis, she said. She also explains that the reason why we wanna ask how many kids they have is becoz it affects the person’s no of childcare leave to take.. At least this sounds less discriminating to me. Well at least it goes out to show that textbook theories on ethics can only go so far.

Still.. that boss is damn reality driven. Yes and the reality to him is that he has no gf for the past 26 years. You wonder why.

still feels damn angry towards this ego's man's attitude towards women. u just pray yr wife dun fall into such discrimination.


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♥ Friday, June 12, 2009♥

below is a whole junk of words on how i feel


think for so long to go on a trip for my birthdayand just because i misunderstood her meaningwhen she sayduring her birthdayduring mothers dayshe say she dun wan go out eatactually wat she meant was tt she wan me to save the money so that i can treat her for her bdaebut i understand she dun wan to go out and eat during mothers dayso we eat in lono go out eatthen she start to sayi have poor intepretation skillsshe already say v clearly when she dun eat during mothers daymeans she wan meet to treat her during her bdaebut i dun understand she means manow she say its my faulti trying to arguedun wan treat herthen she start to saysay i wan go vietnamtt timeis say i wan save money to treat everybody to goi am only an intern where got so much money to treat everybody to gowhole familywhere goti treat my mei mei to goalready no money liao lethen now she argue with mesay i say wronglythen she sayshe v unhappy tt i misintepret her for the mother's day thing

now she dun wan let me go vietnameverybody dun gon she dun give a chance to explain what she misinterpret for the vietnamshe just keep talkin and talking and dun let me explainthen run overshe go n diego n diei v angryshe is in the wrong in nt explaining properlythen she still scold menext time i go workthen dun undz my boss meaningthen howargue like how i argue with her izzitsay i keep arguingwhen its true that she nv say properlythen she also in wrongi also nv ask herso i in wrongthen she can ban me from going overseasjust because she think she cancoz she holds to my passporti cant fly overseasthen my dad come in say

why must i be so agitatedbutit nt entirely my fault mashe has lao ren chi daishe dun rmb wat i saidthen she puts into my mouth sayin tt i will pay for everyone on a vietnam trip mathen she cant rmb wat i saythen she THINK of wat i saythen come n blame me and hold me responsible for things i din sayand dun let me go vietnam tripwhen i look forward to it so muchfor my 21st bdae =.=how can i be not agitated at alli am not even given a chance to explain myself


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♥ Friday, February 08, 2008♥

RIP Ah Meng, We will always remember you...









The iconic orang utan died today.. sob sob.. no wonder didnt see her at the zoo today.. sob sob... this is so saddening..
Ah Meng, icon of Singapore Zoo, dies of old age By Hasnita A Majid, Channel NewsAsia Posted: 08 February 2008 1828 hrs SINGAPORE: Ah Meng, the Sumatran orang utan that was considered an icon at the Singapore Zoo, died on Friday. She was 48 years old and had likely died of old age. In 1971, Ah Meng was confiscated from a family which had illegally kept her as a pet. She then found her home at the Singapore Zoo. Ah Meng was the first to host the zoo's famous 'Breakfast With An Orang Utan' programme. She soon became a celebrity, both locally and internationally. She had been featured in over 30 travel films and 'interviewed' by more than 300 writers. In 1992, Ah Meng received a special award from the Singapore Tourism Board in recognition of her contribution towards tourism in Singapore. Ah Meng also contributed to the Singapore Zoo's captive breeding programme. She had five children and became a grandmother in 1990. The Zoo will hold a memorial for Ah Meng before the burial on Sunday at 11am.

Feb 8, 2008

S'pore's favourite Orang Utan, Ah Meng dies
THE Singapore Zoo's most famous and well-loved Orang Utan, Ah Meng has passed away on Friday due to old age. She was approximately 48 years old.
She was born in Sumatra, Indonesia around 1960 and came to the Zoo in 1971 when she was about seven years old after being confiscated from the Chinese family who had kept her as an illegal pet.
In 1982, Ah Meng's big break came when she became the star attraction of the Zoo's 'Breakfast with an Orang Utan' programme.
The loveable Orang Utan rose to fame quickly, and has been featured in numerous travel films and print articles.
In 1992, Ah Meng became the first and only non-human recipient of the Singapore Tourism Promotion Board's (STB) Special Ambassador award for her contributions.
In her lifetime, Ah Meng has also rubbed shoulders with foreign dignitaries and famous celebrities including Prince Philip and Michael Jackson.
The Zoo's curator, Mr Alagappasamy (aka Sam) has taken care of Ah Meng since she first came to the Zoo.
He is extremely saddened by her departure and though it may 'take a long time' for him to adjust not having her around, he is 'very happy to have had the opportunity to take care of Ah Meng and her family all these years'.
Group CEO of Wildlife Reserves Singapore, Ms Fanny Lai said: 'We mourn the passing of Ah Meng. She has touched the hearts of everyone who has met her and contributed immensely in helping promote awareness of how each and every one of us can play a role in anti-poaching, anti-deforestation and conservation matters'.
Ah Meng leaves behind two sons Hsing Hsing, Satria, and two daughers, Medan and Sayang and six grandchildren.
She will be reposed at the Zoo's Garden with a View from 9-11am on Feb 10 where the public can visit her for the last time. Her memorial service will take place shortly after at 11am.


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♥ Thursday, February 07, 2008♥




This looks black n disgusting but it is very nice!!
It is called french onion soup :P











yummy fish n chips with mussels @ only $13.90 tgt with soup n drink!!! i simply love this combi especially eating it with the butter rice.. Yum yum!!





CNY REUNION LUNCH AT MANHATTEN FISH MARKET!! @ The Central Clarke Quay



The Cuties Family Photos!!










A family reunion!!!


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