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♥ Wednesday, April 04, 2007♥

i guess i should start using english in my entries since i should be preparing for SMU interview.

I did not go to warehouse today, apparently not just because there are excess help at the warehouse but also because of the fact that someone will be back at office. Yet, its so sad whenever i talked to him. ok i cant be bothered with love affairs for now as i certainly need to get a life. LIFE = enjoy, destress, have fun

i wonder how do people actually survive for 40working years. probably i am not doing a job that i really enjoy or is it because i am suffering from insufficient sleep? i am really bored by this job sometimes. especially since they piled up the work for me as i wasnt around for 2 days. Adding on the fact that many of my colleagues were leaving today, i felt worse than other days. ok right, i must admit that what one person says will really spoil my day, even though i might have really wished for him to come back. work ends at 9pm for me today, even though i am dying to go home at 7pm. well, i made the choice to go to the warehouse, therefore i shall fulfill my job as the IC there and shall not add onto chloe's burden.

i love my kids at the warehouse. Why kids? I felt like a mummy sending her kids to work this morning. i watched them board the taxi and waited for the taxi to drive quite a distance before i left. i felt worried for them, thinking that i should have just went with them. Although they are just my colleagues, and they really enjoyed themselves today, since they went to play pool for 2 hrs when they are apparently" caught in the rain" Yesh! that's their "valid" excuse. not very valid though as they are not working for a solid 2 hours, though i felt bad that i made them stayed overtime just to check whether one of the boxes is in place. sorry guys...

It is pretty demanding to go to the warehouse unlike what it seems to be an easy job. I am fully responsible with everything that is happening in the warehouse, be it a box missing, whether the spreadsheet is updated accurately, whether the boxes at the warehouse tally with that in the spreadsheet, and i have to answer the many questions posted to me by chloe. this is called the real working life. Being questioned by your boss anytime, anywhere and anything. the next time it wouldnt be questioning by our boss, the answers will be demanded by the boss!!!!:S

yes work life is this boring and irritating and working simply just makes me feel more impatient and agitated with everything around me. speed and accuracy and committment to the job sucks the time out of my other plans. i could hardly find time to rest this week. this week is bustling with activities. mon to tue warehouse, wed pek chek day, thurs, shud be pek chek day too, friday, whole day give tuition, sat, go out for council campfire,sun work from 1130 to 7. wow, bravo no break since the week before last week.

i need a a place to breathe....


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