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♥ Sunday, October 16, 2005♥

yeah feeling happier today!!!!
well, after a period of saddness i am now the same old me... the bubbly and chatty simin... i was destressing yesterday at parkway..hugging all teddybears abd kissing them haah. my mum asked whether he bought me any teddy bears to hug so that i can pretend i was hugging him. i said no.. mum say he is too dumb.. hahaah well.. i got no comments:)

well, let's talk a little about open house. Its nice to see so many people stream into our school. they are people who are genuinely interested into getting into ny. its a good sign as i thought everyone seeks for the greener pastures. my junior,weiting came to look for me in the late afternoon. she say ny gives her a very fresh feeling unlike tj which seems so lok kok.. hahah.. well.. zaylene should be coming into ny for 1st 3 mths next year considering her grades.. haha but she is one who is going to seek for the greener pastures i guess.. and i really mean the GREENer pastures. weiting is trying her luck into getting into nationals.. well.. good luck my beloved juniors.

there is this sickening system next year called DSA(Direct School Admission) and those basketballers with 15 points from AHS are already in tjc..what the!!!! ny is losing all our precious talents to this system..i told some of the juniors at open house that its not so great to get into tjc when u dun meet the grade. its a tough battle against the talents and the elites. the immense stress and the lack of confidence that arise from such a dog-eat-dog studyign environment is not worth it.yupz.. i am glad i am in ny..at least i can study at peace and would feel like crying every night..hhaahah

its kindof sad initially to see dragon house gathering so pathethic.
we were left with only one-sixth of the entire dragon house at the end of the dragon house gathering. i must hyped myself up more!!! i must not give up when i see them sianz!!!yes thats my next aim at dragon house gathering.

i love my ccacoains more everyday..ccaco rocks.. and hope kah hui gets well soon..



P.S happy Birthday to my beloved sister chin min hui hahaha :)


my donut-addict STOPS!