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♥ Monday, December 20, 2004♥

early in the morning go xi ju help juniors... sadly, i got pms all morning...yet sinyee came and barked and me all morning... demanding this and that as me come then i muz come, as if i am a dog. i juz hate her attitude these days. i was so mad as she trys to act as if she's really dua today. argh!cant stand it... Pms blues i guess...
whats so good about going to tjc now to me... my best frenz are mostly in ny ...
that dam neighbour just to stop boasting about her son... so what if we really get into the same school... why must she brag that her son is so good.. it just adds stress on me... it seems that i get into tjc for my mother's pride... i was so devastated to know that even ricky was in nyj... dennis ask how i get into tjc... basically all those who got the same marks as me din make it for tjc.. den was in acjc... it just made me feel that i cheated my way into tjc... wats the point of going good schools for all i know whoever i know maybe like my neighbour's son... how i wish i could be with my friends... but going to a good school seems like a rare opportunity it seems...its just too confusing..
yesterday, hoting kept asking me to tell him the result why i kept wanting him to piggy back him... i cant say i like him. we got closer only after zhangrui had edna... nevermind... nevermind... all these are inevitable i guess


my donut-addict STOPS!